A Hard Good Bye


My heart is breaking
A piece of me is being taken
Of this there is no mistaking
From this I wish I were awaking

A part of me with him is dieing
Inside I can’t stop crying
On my faith this is trying
I don’t want to see him leaving

He means so much to me
Always seemed to get me
With him my true self could be free
He is much more than the eyes can see

He’s much more than my brother
He’s always been like a father
For me like him, there is not another
I feel like I am saying good-bye to my father

I know I need to let go
But as I’m sure it does show
Of this, I don’t know
If I can ever completely let go

He lies before me in body
But of his soul, he seems empty
Memories of our lives a many
Through my mind and heart running

Wishing he could wake up one more time
To hear his voice with his reason and rhyme
To share with me one ounce of wisdom
Maybe to even tell me how this has yet become

To give me his brotherly/fatherly love
Sending us one little miracle from up above
Hopefully bringing us some peace as a dove
Now it is God’s move

I put him in God’s hands
On this I try to find the faith on which to stand
I know matter what his plan is grand
I just am having trouble trying to understand

Letting go,
Something I just don’t seem to be able to do
What I will do I do not know
As the pain seems to continue to grow

You live you die
I just wonder why
One’s soul has to go beyond the sky
To all with faith this does apply
Other’s forever do say good bye

So many I have left go
Causing my heart ache to grow
Feeling this does much more than just blow
How I will ever live through this,
I do not know

Trying desperately to hold on to my faith
In my heart feeling a wrath
Fearing, straying from faith’s path
I may be in the need of a spiritual bath
A cleansing of my wrath

Where do I go from here
I’m calling out in fear
Looking for the one I’ve always believed did care
For my heart is in desperate need of repair
This pain I need to share

Long for one who can understand my heart ache
For each other maybe some hope we can make
One who knows when to give and take
A friend, brother, sister who knows my heart’s ache
Of this they would never mistake

A person who get’s me
Who into my inner me they can see
Understand’s why a part of me just wants from this to flee
Why for me,
All this lose I just don’t want it to be

Someone to hold me as I cry these tears away
For many a countless a day
Will listen and understand all I have to say
For me on a friendship they do not want to play
Someone who will make it easier if even not okay

One friend to help me
To help me continue on as all this lose surrounds me
Helping day by day
To make the pain go away
Listening to all I have to say
As in this heart ache I do not want to stay

Remember him yes
But the pain may it be less
If only I again could feel some happiness
But my longing for him fills me with loneliness
And this I know I must address
Or I forever will feel this sadness


Copy Written By; Sandra Lucille

HEAL THE WORLD

So much heart ache
Brought on by so many a mistake
Why can’t we all see
This does not have to be
We just need to learn to give
As through life we do live
Don’t judge others
Not any of our sisters or brothers
We all screw up time to time
This does not have to be considered a crime
Through life we live we learn
For the most part we get back what we earn
Yes, at times life is not fair
Which puts many in despair
But with faith by ones side
From this there is no reason to hide
All things have a reason
In their own season
Which only time will tell
Why life sometimes seems to bring one hell
Don’t try to run
From this pain
That rearranged your life
No matter what the strife
When standing at the fork in the road
Carrying a heavy load
Don’t be afraid
For there is one who knows where your journey is yet to be laid
You may have to walk a mile to find peace
An inner release
But there is hope
Even when you are at the end of your rope
We all have known pain
Or will know the strain of pain
This I promise you
You will not forever feel blue
If others learn to help another
Times that are hard for our sisters and brothers
Will be a little easier
Maybe even a little more tamer
So give onto each other
A strong shoulder
Be to each other a boulder
Then maybe at last the world will become wiser
See how much as hate harms
Love does much more than bring on charms
It can heal a world
One person at a time can feel truly loved
It takes more than one or two
So all come and get a clue
One and two are a start
To healing a heart
But to start to heal all
We all must in the end answer the call
So give some love
Don’t contribute to a world of push and shove
Love your brothers and sisters
Don’t keep it down to whispers
But shout it out
Spread it about
Tell others to pass on your gift of kindness
This don’t ever miss
Tell them you expect nothing in return
I promise you in time will receive back more than you have earned
So live and let live
Give to just give
Help another
Through rough weather
Help heal the world
One day and one word,
At a time
And to heaven this world just may climb



Copy written by : Sandra Lucille

In Times Of Sorrow

In times of sorrow
I run to you
Because there is no where else
I'd rather go
When I feel blue
Your love is all I need to know
With you I leave my pain
With your embracing invisible arms
You take all the tears that remain
You turn off all my inner alarms
Even thou at first my heart feels like it's going to drain
In the end you fill me up with insurance
That forever with you my heart and soul will maintain
You are much more that just my way to eternal endurance
You our my very first love
Always there with reassure
As you look down from above
Your always there
Matter what brings me sorrow
Your always finding ways to show
how much you care
You were there since
I was little and you will be there tomorrow
To you no one else can compare
You fill me up so I never feel hollow
You are my soul keeper
Where ever you lead me,
I will follow
For you are my creator and heavenly father
So in times of sorrow
I will run to you without falter
Even if home to you
I may be bound to come tomorrow

Copy written by: Sandra Lucille

LOVE GROWS

Baby, I love you
If only how much you knew
You hold my heart
You have from the start

Through the years
Together we have shed many a tears
Through life together we have learned
And yet each others hearts we still yearn

You or more than my lover
This I’m sure you have discovered
You measure beyond just my best friend
Even beyond life’s end

So our souls will never truly part
You hold a key to my heart
You have from the start
May this love between us never part

Baby, I love you
Forever so true
As through the years our love grows
I hope this does show

Yes, we shared some tears
Together we overcame some fears
And we shared many a joy
Since we were a girl and a boy

Our love is no longer young
But never is it on the run
It’s become stronger
Because it’s meant to last longer

So keep my heart
From this I do not desire to part
You are what lights me on fire
Your love I do require

(For)Baby, I love you
Forever so true
As through the years our love grows
I know your heart knows


Copy written: Sandra Lucille

A Love Song/Poem

Sing You A love Song


Love like ours
Can reach the stars
And beyond
Here and all around
I want to sing you a love song
With this love I know we can’t go wrong
We’ve been together for many a year
Through all sorts of weather
My dear
Come walk with me
And set our love free
I’ll give to you more than just a brief touch
For I love you so much
I want to sing you a love song
For all day long
I know with this I can not go wrong
Come my dear
And with me share
All I hold near
I love you more than words can say
But yet I a love song will play
One that I wrote on this day
For you my heart palpitates
This is our fates
Together we grow older
Slowly becoming of this world a little wiser
We stand together wherever the place
Walking the same pace
To overcome
The hate of some
Those who don’t understand
That for our love at hand
There doesn’t have to be any reason or rhyme
Together we just chime
So I want and will sing you a love song
With which there is nothing wrong
For together we do belong
Every moment and every hour
That our love brings us an inner power


Copywritten by: Sandra Lucille

Christmas Memories
I hold close to my heart
From me may they never part
They hold so many treasures

Remembering the Christmas of my childhood
Sometimes it seems like only yesterday
Other times it feels so far away
I was surrounded by my brothers at Christmas as I played

Back when I was still so innocent and naueve
Before it all fell a part
This makes me feel an ache in my heart
Holidays are for joy and to give

Christmas always was my favorite holiday
But then something went wrong
I still on this day try to sing a song
But so much has stolen some Christmas joy away

I try to concentrate on all the good of this day
Of miracles, giving to others, and of my children's joy
But as I watch them all open and play with a toy
I know the Christmas of my childhood is but a memory

Time has not healed my childhood family
My brothers from each other grew distant
Of this to this day they will not repent
So together we don't play on Christmas day

Our father is going and so are others
The holidays for at least a brief moment here and there
Bring me so many a abundant tear
For now I still hold close to my mother

So Christmas brings to me tears of sadness and yet some great joy
Memories that are sweet but bitter
Set my heart into a quiver
As I set and play with my child and their new Christmas toy


Copywritten and wrote by: Sandra Lucille

One Little Boy's Christmas Wish

One little boy
This holiday season has no joy
This was taken from him many months ago
Now he has no happiness to show
On a cold winters night
His daddy was sent away to fight
To fight in a war
With him his daddy is no more
For Christmas this little boy
Doesn't want a single toy
To Santa he is writing a letter
Asking for something much better
This little boy asks for one thing
If home his daddy Santa could bring
His mommy says daddy won't be home for Christmas this year
In that moment the boy sheds a tear
This little boy doesn't understand why daddy has to fight
In a far away land tonight
He only knows one thing
Home his daddy he wants Santa to bring


Copy writed by: Sandra Lucille (writer's name)