A Hard Good Bye


My heart is breaking
A piece of me is being taken
Of this there is no mistaking
From this I wish I were awaking

A part of me with him is dieing
Inside I can’t stop crying
On my faith this is trying
I don’t want to see him leaving

He means so much to me
Always seemed to get me
With him my true self could be free
He is much more than the eyes can see

He’s much more than my brother
He’s always been like a father
For me like him, there is not another
I feel like I am saying good-bye to my father

I know I need to let go
But as I’m sure it does show
Of this, I don’t know
If I can ever completely let go

He lies before me in body
But of his soul, he seems empty
Memories of our lives a many
Through my mind and heart running

Wishing he could wake up one more time
To hear his voice with his reason and rhyme
To share with me one ounce of wisdom
Maybe to even tell me how this has yet become

To give me his brotherly/fatherly love
Sending us one little miracle from up above
Hopefully bringing us some peace as a dove
Now it is God’s move

I put him in God’s hands
On this I try to find the faith on which to stand
I know matter what his plan is grand
I just am having trouble trying to understand

Letting go,
Something I just don’t seem to be able to do
What I will do I do not know
As the pain seems to continue to grow

You live you die
I just wonder why
One’s soul has to go beyond the sky
To all with faith this does apply
Other’s forever do say good bye

So many I have left go
Causing my heart ache to grow
Feeling this does much more than just blow
How I will ever live through this,
I do not know

Trying desperately to hold on to my faith
In my heart feeling a wrath
Fearing, straying from faith’s path
I may be in the need of a spiritual bath
A cleansing of my wrath

Where do I go from here
I’m calling out in fear
Looking for the one I’ve always believed did care
For my heart is in desperate need of repair
This pain I need to share

Long for one who can understand my heart ache
For each other maybe some hope we can make
One who knows when to give and take
A friend, brother, sister who knows my heart’s ache
Of this they would never mistake

A person who get’s me
Who into my inner me they can see
Understand’s why a part of me just wants from this to flee
Why for me,
All this lose I just don’t want it to be

Someone to hold me as I cry these tears away
For many a countless a day
Will listen and understand all I have to say
For me on a friendship they do not want to play
Someone who will make it easier if even not okay

One friend to help me
To help me continue on as all this lose surrounds me
Helping day by day
To make the pain go away
Listening to all I have to say
As in this heart ache I do not want to stay

Remember him yes
But the pain may it be less
If only I again could feel some happiness
But my longing for him fills me with loneliness
And this I know I must address
Or I forever will feel this sadness


Copy Written By; Sandra Lucille

HEAL THE WORLD

So much heart ache
Brought on by so many a mistake
Why can’t we all see
This does not have to be
We just need to learn to give
As through life we do live
Don’t judge others
Not any of our sisters or brothers
We all screw up time to time
This does not have to be considered a crime
Through life we live we learn
For the most part we get back what we earn
Yes, at times life is not fair
Which puts many in despair
But with faith by ones side
From this there is no reason to hide
All things have a reason
In their own season
Which only time will tell
Why life sometimes seems to bring one hell
Don’t try to run
From this pain
That rearranged your life
No matter what the strife
When standing at the fork in the road
Carrying a heavy load
Don’t be afraid
For there is one who knows where your journey is yet to be laid
You may have to walk a mile to find peace
An inner release
But there is hope
Even when you are at the end of your rope
We all have known pain
Or will know the strain of pain
This I promise you
You will not forever feel blue
If others learn to help another
Times that are hard for our sisters and brothers
Will be a little easier
Maybe even a little more tamer
So give onto each other
A strong shoulder
Be to each other a boulder
Then maybe at last the world will become wiser
See how much as hate harms
Love does much more than bring on charms
It can heal a world
One person at a time can feel truly loved
It takes more than one or two
So all come and get a clue
One and two are a start
To healing a heart
But to start to heal all
We all must in the end answer the call
So give some love
Don’t contribute to a world of push and shove
Love your brothers and sisters
Don’t keep it down to whispers
But shout it out
Spread it about
Tell others to pass on your gift of kindness
This don’t ever miss
Tell them you expect nothing in return
I promise you in time will receive back more than you have earned
So live and let live
Give to just give
Help another
Through rough weather
Help heal the world
One day and one word,
At a time
And to heaven this world just may climb



Copy written by : Sandra Lucille