Uncontrolled Lose

A place I don't want to be
But sometimes life does not agree
This feels like way to much
How has this all become such

So many things I can not control
Each day I feel my heart fall
So much I stand to lose
And I don't get to choose

Lose I fear may soon come
And an abundant sum
I have lost many already
Of this I am not sure I am ready

Looking for strength I'm not sure I have
Down my inner self the tears do move
But not on the outside
This from most others I hide

Many are counting on my strength
On me to hold onto my faith
When on the inside I feel myself fall
But for others I will hold up the wall

Others need me to be strong
No matter what is wrong
So for now I will continue this way
And I will hold on to pray each and every day

Copy written by: Sandra Lucille